should i get my bangs back?!

to whoever and whenever i get engaged, this is the ring i want. with the matching band. i cant stop thinking about it.

when i'm in the shower i stand straight up and put my head straight down and spit. if my spit hits my belly that means i need to lose weight. if not, i'm grood!

currently need to lose just a little bittle, it just barely skimmed the poochiest part. haha.

so i started work monday, by myself. on thursday i started feeling pretty shitty, with the beginning of a nasty head cold. friday morning i woke up and felt absolutely terrible...my cold got worse and i woke up with an ear ache in my right ear. so i called in because i was dizzy and knew i couldnt drive, let alone pick up kids all day long. so i spend all day friday in bed...or in chair, actually. the over sized chair in the living room and my mom was taking care of me all day. saturday i wake up and i have an ear ache in my left ear and the one in my right ear has gotten a lot worse. so saturday afternoon my mom took me to the doctors and he said my ear drums were "red as rockets" and prescribed me some ear drops and an antibiotic. he called both of them into the publix pharmacy and the ear drops were $153...and they were the generic brand! needless to say i could not get those so i was suffering...sunday comes and goes and i'm feeling progressively worse. so i called in monday morning and tuesday...and went back to the doctors tuesday because i had been on this antibiotic since sunday, three times a day and it hadnt helped ANY. so the doctor feels all bad for me and apologized for the antibiotic not working and decides he's going to give me some SHOTS. oh and while we were in the waiting room i had my mom call my insurance company from jet and come to find out i was still covered on their plan. so i got shots. FOUR. one in each arm and one in each hip. a shot of morphine in my right arm, an anti-inflamitory in my left arm, a strong antibiotic in my right hip and something to keep me from getting nauseaous from all of them in my left hip. i cried, yes. they all hurt really bad and i dont particularly like shots. but the morphine made me feel pretty grood and knocked me out for a while...but i woke up not feeling much better, the pain was still in my ears and oh, my ears have been RINGING since sunday. still are  today. i finally woke up this morning and felt better. mostly everything is gone except for the ringing in both ears, a slight stuffy nose and my right ear still kind of hurts.

oh and did i mention they replaced me at work on tuesday? yeah, so i have to find a new job too.

how was your past week?